Crew Member Shares Mental Health Struggle After ‘Tsunami of Harassment Following Journey
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has opened up regarding her battle with depression after being subjected to a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
The 34-year-old activist – celebrated as a researcher and activist – was part of the short-duration mission in the spring, which also included celebrity crewmates.
The much-publicized journey was met with derision by some, who challenged its value and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the ordeal, the astronaut, who became the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response buried her dreams under an “avalanche of misogyny”.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” the astronaut shared in a online statement, recalling a supportive conversation from a mission companion in the days following the landing.
She characterized the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“Stuck in Texas, I spent a week unable to rise from my bed,” she wrote. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
Ms. Nguyen, who has focused her career on female health science and conducted tests during the mission, said everything she had worked for – from her studies and extensive preparation to the symbolic importance of her roots – was overshadowed under the deluge of gendered attacks.
She is most acclaimed for her tireless campaigning fighting for justice for victims of sexual violence.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was paused after being assaulted during her college days, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
The Fog Begins to Lift
Now, eight months after reaching space, she reports that the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she thanked the supporters whose kindness were her lifeline. “You all saved me,” she said.
She noted that even with the backlash, important benefits had emerged from the mission, including elevated attention for her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.
The Historic Journey
The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket departed Texas in the spring, carrying the six-woman crew on a short trip that crossed the edge of space.
The team of pioneers also included leaders in multiple disciplines.
The venture behind the mission is a private space firm founded by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.